DEEP THOUGHTS WITH VLADVAMPIRELORD

The key to happiness at the end of the day consists of two phrases being said and heard. "Good night." And "I love you."

Memorial

The war never ends

It lingers in memories slow motion dreams of those you loved and lost

In the laughter and the sorrow

By redemption through smoke and flame through shattered streets

The movie replays through your mind as you see them fall

One by one shrieking as they disappear

But never fully leave

Like the guilt that stays damning you to inner torture

For making it out of this Hell storm alive

Tears that never fully wash away the sorrow and pain

Happiness that fails to erase the misery of days in the fields of flame

The words of those you've slain that condemn you for murder

Each one shining like a medal on your chest

Buried in an unmarked pit mourned by someone somewhere unknowing

And the wars that will never be again continue

Rising up in Medusa like rage and vengeance claiming new victims

For this I remember in place of those that have fallen

Who have lost their minds or have finally been laid to rest

Like a sniper laying in wait in a school house

Learning is a scream in an open field on a beautiful Summer day

Blood pooling and dissolving in the dry ground

As you suddenly awake

So many words that deceive and lead you to your demise.

Finality and the ruthless waste of it all

Beckons constantly

Remember.

A Day In The Life Of VLADVAMPIRELORD...

Decided to finally put together the hatchet throwing / Chinese Death Star chucking target practice thing I bought to find out it is four feet tall and not the toy I thought it was as it includes bloody hatchet replicas. Since I already put it together I believe this weekend will be fraught with thowing of hatchets and Chinese stars and all the ancillary madness that entails. Alas.

Edging, one to add to your sex list...

https://nypost.com/2022/05/27/couple-caught-having-sex-on-edge-of-a-cliff-in-video/

DEEP THOUGHTS WITH VLADVAMPIRELORD

The world can be a monster or an angel. Whether you dwell in Hell or Heaven are both determined by the space between your ears.

Statement Regarding Recent Mass Shootings

It is beyond horrible and disgusting to face the reality of the recent supermarket mass shooting targeting African Americans and the school mass shooting both carried out by young men after purchasing assault style weapons and bragging on the internet. Something is fundamentally wrong with our society and our young adults on how they view the world and their place in it. Yes, gun control is needed. When we have a car we accept necessary tests, registration and inspection. Perhaps making a psychological test necessary before gun purchase is a good first step and a waiting period. Determine if this gun purchase is for a crime or mass shooting and is the person qualified mentally and behaviorially to own a gun. But in the end there will always be gaps and people who wish to do harm and commit suicide by killing others and they will find a way to get guns illegally. So this is a complex subject with no complete solution, but something that must be addressed on many levels in a sophisticated way and politicians have dropped the ball on this before. It is heart breaking and soul crushing to see such brutal violence against innocents. As people we become numb to all the horror around us when we can do more to spread love as individuals and reach out to those in need. Love is and always will be the answer and we need more love and less hate in society and better ways to reach out to disturbed individuals especially young people who have been alienated by the COVID pandemic and other societal or socioeconomic issues. So the rest of the day I will post LOVE SONGS and try to be a more loving person in honor of the African American people who died in the supermarket shooting, the teachers and children who were killed in the latest school rampage and for our future as a society and world going forward. That is how we honor the dead not with more hate because these were beautiful people that were innocent and who had love in their hearts and we unfortunately lost them as living beings, but will remember their individual greatness just by being who they were living as innocents in a flawed, evil world. To those who have lost friends or loved ones so many people stand with you in your grief and feel your pain. These senseless killings need to be prevented and we can no longer accept such precious losses as the wages of being in a so called "free society."

WTF FILES

https://www.the-sun.com/news/5417460/rescue-hikers-fall-man-killed-3-injured-cliff-california/

So basically four hikers camp out on the edge of a known to be hazardous cliff. One has to go to the bathroom and slips and falls 300 ft to their death at night. The 3 other campers search for their lost companion and also go over the cliff and two need to be rescued by helicopter and all hospitalized. Your tax dollars at work...

SUICIDE AND MAJOR DEPRESSION

Despite more awareness and open dialogue on the topic, suicide and major depression is still clouded by misunderstanding, stigma, and denial. Society still treats major depression and suicide as topics that are lesser than bodily diseases. Such issues are regarded by some as social or moral reflections or a brief feeling of being down and not the serious issues they are. People need to see that life downturns are not the end all that merits suicide, but brief set backs that will be rectified with time. If somebody just suffered a heart attack or had Cancer you would not leave them alone and push them to snap out of it and get out of bed yet people with major depression are often left to themselves and end up self medicating with little or no psychiatric care or therapy. There is still great misunderstanding about the seriousness of major depression and the suicidal mind. People just assume their children and social contacts are well when they may be saying things like "I want to kill myself." Such like statements could mean what they say. People need to treat psychiatric illnesses like major depression seriously and understand the necessity to prevent and understand suicide. Just like any bodily illness sometimes we become overloaded and need to take a step back and get care. That does not make us moraly inferior or a lesser person yet too often people see suicide as the only option when they just need appropriate care and a chance to regroup and possibly medication to treat an imbalance. Too many people are getting lost forever especially the young and talented. It is important to not allow toxic household goods, medication both old and new and weapons like firearms to be available in the house when someone is suspected of being in a major depression or suicidal. It is also worthwhile to make sure someone in a major depression or suicidal is properly cared for and not allowed to get negative messages from friends or the internet. So many people make mistakes assuming a loved one is happy and fine or just needs to snap out of it and the serious nature of this issue is ignored until it is too late. I would highly recommend good support groups for personal help as well as understanding and appropriate psychiatric care. We are all special individuals, unique as we are. We make mistakes that we can learn from most of the time. Sometimes we can have mental health issues that can be addressed and thereafter we can move on with our lives. You are enough just as you are, but occassionally you may need a little tweaking. You are your best care giver. See a specialist, listen and learn. You are not alone.

Could it be SATAN?

https://nypost.com/2022/05/23/christian-influencer-warns-that-yoga-barbie-spreads-satanism/

Christian influencer warns that ‘Yoga Barbie’ doll spreads Satanism By Adriana Diaz May 23, 2022

WTF FILES

https://nypost.com/2022/05/23/couple-shocked-when-dead-cat-comes-back-after-being-buried/

Couple shocked when ‘dead cat’ comes back home after being buried By Ben Cost May 23, 2022

All Out Of Apples In The Asylum

There are no apples left in the asylum

I realized as I woke up in solitary

Thorazine is a gift for the gods

And I have squandereed it all in a white room

The temperature is alive

Dead air conditioning has hit 99

The sweat from your thighs tastes like honey

In the anarchy that ensues

Kiss me in these moments of sweet insanity

As our bodies touch and grind

And we look into the joy of life and knowledge of Death

Swirling in our eyes

I whisper I love you in your flirtatious ear

And you bare your breasts in full shock parade flesh

And respond

They are all out of apples In the asylum.