THE WORLD ACCORDING TO VLAD: Holiday Baggage

Holidays give one the time to reminisce about years gone by and one's failings in the past.  Recently I am reminded about times in my life I have been selfish seeking gain while avoiding responsibilities to others.  I recognize now how I failed and how Karma makes you pay for wrongs and forces you to pay the balance of your misdeeds.

It is sad that it has taken me this long to realize these things, but I understand now how I have taken the wrong paths in the past through being self absorbed even in the face of a chaotic life.

Alas.




UNDEAD POETRY

 Sometimes A Kiss Lasts Forever



Sometimes a kiss

Lasts forever

When you look

In her eyes

Drowning in a sea

Of emotion

Lost in a moment

Of sweet repose

You will never forget

The look of her face

Flowing jet black hair

Sound of her voice

Laugh

Eyes rolled upwards

In derision

Watching her mouth

Studying the shape

Flow

Seeming

Infinite

Like the ocean depths

Sinking

Going under

Full lips

Meeting yours

Soft

Wet

Slow

Kisses

Tongues serpentine

Standing oblivious

In the open

As a cool breeze blows

Bringing her

Curvaceous body

Close

To your hard

Muscled frame

Feeling the warmth

Of love

As gasoline

Meets flame

Again and again

In a dream

Within a dream

Like a jewel

Encased in amber

In the shadows

Of a memory

Sometimes

A kiss

Lasts forever

Even after

Love has died

Been buried

Impaled

Crucified

Interred upside down

In a graveyard

Of the heart

Like a fiend

Demon lover

Seeking souls

Blood

Arising

Living like a vampire

In the blackest

Of Nights

Feasting

On illusions

Beautiful lies

What could

Have beens

Drinking crimson wine

Alone

Kissing her

One more time

Feeling the majesty

Of her embrace

Just because

You will always

Love her

And

Sometimes

A kiss

Lasts

Forever.







UNDEAD POETRY

 Feasting On Your Moans Breathing In Your Sighs





The night is my domain

My erotic killing field

There is no sanctuary

No escape

From my piercing red gaze

Fangs ivory white

I see you in your bed

Naked and alone

Calling me

To your window

As I scratch

And tap

Drawn by your tears

Sighs

Moans

Watching you tear

At your lace lingerie

Exposing full breast

Crimson petaled flower

Touching yourself

As with my hands

While I flicker my tongue

Serpentine

You must invite me in

I whisper

Fogging the glass

Feeling your terror

Resistance

Which I must overcome

And I will

My little puppet

It is inevitable

Like the infinite

Swirling vastness

Of space

Time

I am immortal

Sublime

Transcendent

Your demon lover

Best friend

Worst nightmare

On black leather wings

I will wait for you

Sweet dark princess

Black hearted seductress

You will do

As I please

When I desire

For I have

Until the end of time

To harvest your sensuality

Passion

Pleasure

Pain

I will make you mine

But until then

I will subsist

Feasting

On your moans

Breathing

In your sighs

Until you open

The window

And take

My hand

Making you

A slave

To my Lust

Forever.






UNDEAD POETRY

 Kiss Of Death




Feel my cold hand

On your neck

Running down your back

See the malevolence

In my eyes

My lust

Hunger

Desire

After everything

I want nothing more

Than to kiss

Your full lips

Thirsting for mine

One more time

But now it

Is different

The damage is done

All the bridges

Have been burned

We are naked and alone

Exposed

For the frauds we are

Stranded

Disconnected

Like you always wanted

Free to pursue

Anything and everything

Under the sun

In the black

Torrid trysts

Secluded rendezvous

Scorn

Spite

Hatred

They are the legacy

Of our love

Which we both know

Was an illusion

A beautiful lie

From the start

How we cling

To dreams

Fantasies

Lingering in the darkness

Trying

To find the light again

In another's arms

Often against our will

We seek salvation

A vision ethereal

Festering in our heart

The graveyard of our mind

Only to throw it away

Erotic refuse

Scorned in the twisted rhythm

Of our lives

Yet eternal in poetry

The majesty of the moment

A kiss

Our mouths in sweet embrace

Tongues flickering

Serpentine

For an exotic interlude

Before withdrawing

Slow

Deep

Wet

Tasting pineapple

Mango

Watermelon

A passionate kiss

Deep within

The dark forest of my love

How many times

I have taken you

In my arms

Becoming lost

In ecstasy

Feeling your soft curves

Against my hard muscles

I could kiss

Your dirty sweet

Pouting little mouth

Forever

Never tiring

Such was the euphoria

I experienced

When we kissed

And now

It is all gone

Just this last remembrance

Of the train wreck

That was Us

Walking away alone

Leaving it all behind

A kiss of death

Upon your trembling lips

A kiss before dying

Starting anew

A vampire

Arising in the darkness

To live again

From the ashes of the past

My kiss of death

For you

My love

Watching in silence

As memories burn

To embers

And fade away

Like shadows of the fire

That started it all

The flickering candles

Glowing in the dark

Where we ignited our romance

Skin on skin

Immolated in passion

Drowning in rumpled sheets

Pleasure

Pain

I kiss you three times

And walk away

From the delusion

Savoring even this

My kiss

Of death.







UNDEAD POETRY

 O



It is about breaking down

The ancient castle walls

That divide us

You giving me your hand

Inviting me in

Letting me

Get under your skin

Into your mind

Inside your heart

Soul

Staring into my demonic eyes

Glowing red

As I get lost

Welcoming you

Into my sinister

Never never land

The dark forest of my love

Massaging your taut

Tense skin

Muscles

Making circles

Clockwise

Counterclockwise

On your temples

With my finger tips

Running my greedy hands

Through your flowing hair

Kissing you brazenly

On your full lips

Our mouths embracing

Soft

Wet

Locked

In a passionate exchange

As you let go of your fears

Inhibitions

Tongues probing

Tasting the essence

Of each other

As I move on

Feeling your smooth

Supple skin

Applying pressure

To your resistant shoulders

Licking the gaps

Between your fingers

Whispering

In your ear

Tonight

And every night

You will come for me

My darling

Watching your wicked smile

Pinching your erect nipples

Cupping your curvaceous breasts

Suckling them like a child

Biting down

As you feel the burn

That subsides

As I release my hold

Touching your ribcage

Running diagonal

As my serpentine tongue

Passes through your cleavage

To your belly

Sensing your arousal

Your chest heaving

Planting tiny kisses

Licking

Biting

Lower and lower

Until I can feel the heat

Smell the sweet aroma

Of your crimson flower

Biting your quivering inner thighs

Tasting succulent

Nectar of the gods

Pussy purring

Gushing

As I tantalize

Your engorged clit

While you thrash about

Grasping a pillow

The headboard of the bed

Drowning in your succulent

Orgasmic juices

Watching your face

Frozen in an erotic O

Taking you

As you spread your legs wide

Orgasmic

Moaning

Shouting profanity

Whelping

To the thrust and pound

Our gyrating hips

In the darkness

My head next to yours

Biting down

On your ear lobe

As I cum

And you cum

Again

O

You sigh

O

You whelp

Screaming

O

O

O

As our fingers

Bodies

Minds

Hearts

Souls

Entwine

Spiraling euphoric

To a peak of pleasure

Falling back to earth

In pain

Cradled in my arms

Naked and alone

Skin on skin

Watching flickering candles

Shadows on the wall

In silence

A tear

Sliding down your cheek

As we say goodnight

Listening to the rhythm

Of your breathing

As you sleep

O

O

O

Still echoing

In the graveyard

Of my mind.






UNDEAD POETRY

 That Moment



I have had that moment

The moment you realize

That all your life

Up until that moment

Has been a series of mistakes

Disasters

Tragedy

That every breath you take

Brings you closer to the end

Which is inevitable

Like the moon

In the evening sky

That half your life has gone

And you are dissatisfied

Tired

Numb

Cold

That there is something more

There has to be

Something hidden

Beyond

What is approved

Accepted

That beckons

The moment you realize

Salvation lies in the distance

Just beyond your grasp

That you must build

A sailing ship

Of iron and wood

To get there

Floating upon an ocean

Of tears

You must cry

To find True Love

Which is always hidden

In the darkness

Of a forest of lies

That

In that moment

Finally

You

Live for yourself

Because

Before you can be good

For anyone else

You must be good

For you

Reach your potential

You must realize

Who you are

What you want to be

In that moment

You laugh

At adversity

Live again

To walk the night

Making love in shadows

Quiet desperation

Tasting forbidden fruit

In her moans

Sighs

Knowing you

Must find your soul

By

Loving

Again

Feeling her heart beat

Next to yours

Kissing her full lips

Soft

Wet

Lost in a dream

Within a dream

The moment you understand

Nothing is real

Even love

But what you affirm

Accept as the truth

Everything

Is a construct

Built to keep you down

Under control

Manipulated

Even family

Friends

Lovers

Plot against you

Don't believe me?

Walk the twisted path

Speak the sacrilege

I dare write

Tell her

You love her

Passionately

With all your soul

Watch her flee

Never to return

I challenge you

To veer away

From mediocrity

See how they condemn

Crucify

Banish

Mock

Realize like me

We are all freaks

Outcasts

In the end

We are the only true judge

Of our own happiness

We all stand

Stumble

Fall

On familiar ground

Just like

At the beginning

Of our lives

Naked

Scared

In solitude

Experiencing

That moment

But the strong

Arise

With confidence

Intestinal

Fortitude

Asking

Who do we

Want to be?

Where do we

Want to go?

How do we want to live?

If you have had that moment

You understand

You will forgive

All the others who scoff

Never having that moment

Existing in the black

Ignorance

While we see the light

Within the dark

We

Still

Can

Make it happen

Have the ability

To transform fantasies

Illusions

Into reality

That moment

Evanescent

Glorious

Powerful

Share it with me

That moment

If you have a second

Because

That moment

Is

Now.







UNDEAD POETRY

 Last Supper



I have feasted

On your Judas kiss

Long after memories

Of torrid trysts

Secluded rendezvous

Have faded

I have sung your praises

Even after I tasted blood

Revealing

Your many flaws

The hurt you caused

Hoping to bury you

For good

Yet a demon

In a red dress

You haunt me still

Professing love

Desire

Lust

Mocking everything

I inter you

In a sealed crypt

Within the graveyard

Of my mind

But by nightfall

You are free again

Stalking

Maiming

Killing

Searching for other victims

As I do

In the shadow realm

Returning home

To my depraved dark forest

Erotic

Never never land

To torment me

With visions of ecstasy

Wide hips

Curvaceous ass

Wicked smile

Bodies making love

In a conflagration

Devils dancing in an inferno

Swaying to the same

Exotic tango

To a different melody

Resonating conga drums

An orchestra of Sin

Taboo delights

You are silent now

Taking lovers

In the quiet abyss

Of the dark

They are hushed

Mouths shuttered

By your calloused hands

I am the fool

Still singing of you

Pining away

Under the expanse

Of the brilliant stars

Full moon

Glowing blue white

Dreaming of licking

Whipped cream off

Your full breasts

Erect nipples

Tasting strawberries

Pineapple

Mango

On your sensuous lips

As we kiss

Slow

Deep

Wet

Rancid memories of the past

That will not fade away

Go gentle into the distance

Not to return

Evanescent

Ethereal

A feather floating

With the blowing wind

Wafting like your beguiling aroma

Cheap perfume

Burning my eyes

Thinking of you

Passion

Perversion

Debauchery

Bodies colliding in the darkness

Pounding your succulent treasure

From behind

Probing deep

While cradling

Your voluptuous breasts

In my hungry fingers

My tongue tasting honey

From your flowering

Crimson petals

Moist

Gushing

Nibbling

On your quivering thighs

As your soft mound convulses

With carnal delight

I sing of our last supper

Betrayal

Lies

The demise of our love

Crucifixion

Resurrection

A vampire

Rising to live again

Walking through eternity

Recalling the taste

Of you

How it all

Slipped through

My hands

Passion

Warfare

Paradise

Seething

Bleeding stigmata

Blinded by pleasure

Pain

Euphoric reminisces

Of a beautiful fantasy

That died screaming

Searching for illusions

No reflection in a mirror

Walking the twisted path

Moving on

Haunted

Ghosts of a dream

Whispering in my ear

Love me

Demon child

You say seductively

Fly me away

On black leather wings

You implore

Awaking to nothing

The Nothing you are

My everything

What you were

For a brief moment

In time

That evaporated in the ether

And is no more

Holding you

In my arms while we slept

Never

To return again

Our Last Supper

Moans

Sighs

Profanity

Drowning in rumpled sheets

Stained with mascara

Lipstick

Cum

All my tears

Will not wash you away

Or bring you back

Wanting you

In naked solitude

Vulnerable

Emotions scattered

On a page

Like fresh drops of blood

Writing poetry

That will last forever

Singing the praises

Of a train wreck love

Smoldering embers

Twisted metal

Remnants of a vehicle

Traveling somewhere

Like the taste of our last kiss

Our Last Supper

Frozen in amber

A jeweled ornament

Preserving the past

A butterfly aloft

For eternity

Caged in carbon cell

Inscribed here

As a monument

To all we had

What could have been

I join you my love

Encased in this sepulchre

Making love to you

With words like hungry hands

Eager hearts on fire

Visions of your mouth

An orgasmic O

Formed on your ruby red lips

Eyelids rolled up

Plunging deep

Thrusting

Pounding

With my manhood

Taste it my love

We will never grow old

Never die

This is our time

Immortal legacy

The only forever

We will ever have

Our

Last Supper.