Tuesday, May 31, 2016



MARY GOES ROUND - "Mary Sleeps Alone"


BITTER GRACE - "Burning Kisses"


CHILDREN ON STUN - "Downfall"


MERCIFUL NUNS - "The Maelstrom"


THE AWAKENING - "Fault"


MEPHISTO WALZ - "Facade"


DREAMTIME - "Radiation Zone"


SALVATION - "Evelyn"


AUTUMN TWILIGHT - "Believe In Faith"


NFD - "Break The Silence"


BECAUSE I CAN


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned - "Hollywood Squares"


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "The 13th Warrior"


VOICES OF MASADA - "Shine"


THE GARDEN OF DELIGHT - "Opened Paradise"


ELUSIVE - "Dream On Sister"


ROB ZOMBIE - "Living Dead Girl"


ROSETTA STONE - "Dark Side"


ALICE COOPER - "Trash"


DANZIG - "Twist Of Cain" (Live) 


THE 69 EYES - "Frankenhooker"


LORD OF THE LOST - "Break Your Heart"


OPERANOIRE - "Never And Ever"


"Now that's what I call a god damned bloody miracle." - THE MESSENGER

 HIM  

"Resurrection"


There was a time
When I could breath my life in you
One by one
Your pale fingers started to move
And I touched your face
And all life was erased
You smiled like an angel
(Fallen from grace)

We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched
And keep begging for more
Of this resurrection

We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched
And keep begging for more
Of this resurrection

You kissed my lips
With those once cold fingertips
You reached out for me
And oh how you missed
You touched my face
And all life was erased
You smiled like an angel
(Fallen from grace)

We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched
And keep begging for more
Of this resurrection

We've been slaves to this love
From the moment we touched
And keep begging for more
Of this
resurrection



“If a writer falls in love with you, you can never die.”
Mik Everett

Sunday, May 29, 2016



JUDAS PRIEST - "Painkiller"


SCORPIONS - "Rock You Like A Hurricane"


MOTORHEAD - "Killed By Death"


LOUDNESS - "Rock N Roll Crazy Nights"


EZO - "Nightcrawler"


SPREAD EAGLE - "Scratch Like A Cat"


BANG TANGO - "Shotgun Man"


AC/DC - "Shake Your Foundations"


KIX - "No Ring Around Rosie"


AEROSMITH - "Permanent Vacation"


BECAUSE I CAN


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned  - "$1.98 Beauty Pageant"


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "Saving Private Ryan"


FASTER PUSSYCAT - "Bathroom Wall"


VAN HALEN - "Top Jimmy"


CINDERELLA - "Push, Push"


LA GUNS - "Hollywood Tease"


SKID ROW - "Slave To The Grind"


WARRANT - "Uncle Tom's Cabin"


DEEP PURPLE - "Knocking At Your Back Door"


POISON -"Ride The Wind"


GUNS N ROSES - "Rocket Queen"


WHITE LION - "Tell Me"


"Tell them to go to hell." - A BRIDGE TOO FAR

 

DRIVER - "I Believe in Love"


Here I am waiting for the final scene
Destiny pictured on the silver screen in my dreams
Agony, it was all I ever knew
Until I found victory searching for the vital clue
It was you
You take me by the hand, lift me up and make me
stand so that I can live again

I believe in love
You give me everythitig I need
Can't live without love
You're the one who sets me free
I believe in love
And I know I'll never be without love

Patiently leading me from all my fears
And now so faithfully you carry me
as the years disappear
You take me as I am
lift me up and make me stand
and I'll never doubt again

I believe in love
You give me everythitig I need
Can't live without love
You're the one who sets me free
I believe in love
And I know I'll never be without love

As I look beyond the sky
I can picture my eternity
As you look into my heart
You will know who holds the key

You're the one for me
you're the one who sets me free
I could never live without your love
Here I am, waiting for the final scene


 





“...and when one of them meets the other half, the actual half of himself, whether he be a lover of youth or a lover of another sort, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and one will not be out of the other's sight, as I may say, even for a moment...”
Plato, The Symposium

Saturday, May 28, 2016



RATT - "Body Talk"


SEPULTURA - "Refuse/Resist"


WHITE ZOMBIE - "Children Of The Grave"


MOTORHEAD - "I'm So Bad Baby I Don't Care"


L.A. GUNS - "Rip And Tear"


BEASTIE BOYS - "You Gotta Fight For Your Right To Party" 


FASTER PUSSYCAT - "Babylon"


BRITNY FOX - "Girls School"


DOKKEN - "Cry Of The Gypsy"


ZODIAC MINDWARP  - "Prime Mover"


BECAUSE I CAN


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned - "Hear'N Aid"


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "The Terminator"


MANITOBA'S WILD KINGDOM - "Haircut And An Attitude"


KISS - "Do You Love Me?"


ACE FREHLY - "Rock Soldiers"


TWISTED SISTER - "Stay Hungry"


MOTLEY CRUE - "Too Young To Fall In Love"


QUIET RIOT - "Mama We're All Crazy Now"


JUDAS PRIEST - "Hellion/Electric Eye" (Live)


BLACK SABBATH - "TV Crimes"


OZZY OSBOURNE - "Bark At The Moon"


IRON MAIDEN - "Flight Of Icarus"


"Why don't you stick your thumb up your butt?" - FERRIS BUELLER'S DAY OFF



ALICE COOPER 

"Lost In America"


I can't get a girl
Cause I ain't got a car
I can't get a car
Cause I ain't got a job
I can't get a job
Cause I ain't got a car
So I'm looking for a girl with a job and a car

Don't you know where you are?

Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost

I got a mom but I ain't got a dad
My dad's got a wife but she ain't my mom
Mom's looking for a man to be my dad
But I want my mom and dad to be my real
Mom and dad
Is that so bad?

Oh, I think I've been had

Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost

Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost

Well, I live at the 7-11
Well, I'm tryin' to play this guitar
Well, I'm learning "Stairway to Heaven"
Cause Heaven's where you are
[Guitar Solo]

I can't go to school
Cause I ain't got a gun
I ain't got a gun
Cause I ain't got a job
I ain't got a job
Cause I can't go to school
So I'm looking for a girl with a gun and a job
(And a house, with cable)

Don't you know where you are?

Hey man, you're...
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost

Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost

Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost

Lost in America
Lost in America
Lost lost lost lost lost lost
Lost lost lost lost lost lost
Lost lost lost lost lost lost
Lost lost lost lost
Lost lost lost
I'm lost
 


“You know quite well, deep within you, that there is only a single magic, a single power, a single salvation...and that is called loving. Well, then, love your suffering. Do not resist it, do not flee from it. It is your aversion that hurts, nothing else.

Hermann Hesse, Wer lieben kann, ist glücklich. Über die Liebe

Friday, May 27, 2016




Soundtrack Of My Life


This is the soundtrack of my life, the surreal cinema of my existence
Watch, turn away or join me in this mad charade
I will still move onward to the climax
Fall, rise, ascend and fall again until the colorful conclusion
Who will care?
Will anyone be there to applaud the dramatic work?
Is the end actually the finish after all?
Listen to the music and follow the story
Do you see and hear the same thing
In this dream within a dream?
Close your eyes to observe more clearly
Relax your mind to comprehend
Take my hand and follow me
Through the dark forest of tomorrow
And beyond.


THE CRAMPS - "Mad Daddy"


MOTORPSYCHO - "Scarred For Life"


THE OFFSPRING - "The Kids Aren't Alright"


RAMONES - "Pet Sematary"


SEX PISTOLS - "God Save The Queen"


KROKUS - "Eat The Rich"


SHAM 69 - "If The Kids Are United"


THE ADICTS - "Viva La Revolution"


THE CASUALTIES - "We Are All We Have"


THE FADING - "Chasing Time"


BECAUSE I CAN


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned - "Fantasy Island"


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "Flash Gordon"


SIX FEET UNDER - "In League With Satan"


EXODUS - "Impaler"


OVERKILL - "Horrorscope"


ROB ZOMBIE - "Dragula"


TYPE O NEGATIVE - "Black No. 1"


BANG TANGO - "Dancing On Coals"


CATS IN BOOTS - "Her Monkey"
FASTER PUSSYCAT - "You're So Vain"


KANE ROBERTS - "I'm Not Looking For An Angel"


ALICE COOPER - "I Love The Dead"


"Nice beaver." - NAKED GUN II



BONNIE TYLER 

"It's A Heartache"


It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
Hits you when you're down

It's a fool's game
Nothing but a fools game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown

It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Love him till your arms break
Then he lets you down

It ain't right with love to share
When you find he doesn't care for you
It ain't wise to need someone
As much as I depended on you

It's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Hits you when it's too late
Hits you when you're down

It's a fool's game
Nothing but a fools game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown
[Instrumental Interlude]

It ain't right with love to share
When you find he doesn't care for you
It ain't wise to need someone
As much as I depended on you

Oh, it's a heartache
Nothing but a heartache
Love him till your arms break
Then he lets you down

It's a fools game
Standing in the cold rain
Feeling like a clown
It's a heartache
Love him till your arms break
Then he lets you down
It's a fools game
Standing in the cold rain...
 


“After all my erstwhile dear, my no longer cherished;
Need we say it was not love, just because it perished? ”
Edna St. Vincent Millay

Thursday, May 26, 2016




Dark Water


In the dark water we swim together
Pressing our bodies close amid the chill
Electrified we stare unbelieving at what cannot be
Our lips uniting for a passionate kiss
Before the ether consumes this vision of lust and desire
Fire consumes our racing thoughts as hands caress and probe
Treading just above the surface
Tongues flickering in blissful ecstasy
Pelvises thrusting as we breathe heavy
Inhaling slowly and holding on
Knowing as we exhale
This orgasmic vision will be gone
Like the night's bounty of Sin flowing over
Indulged hungrily like a wolf gobbling down its prey
Disappearing with morning
Swiftly like a white dove
Released from a gilded cage. 


ADORATION - "Closure"


THE LAST DANCE - "Once Beautiful"


RESONANCE MAGNETIQUE - "Arcane"


BUCKETHEAD - "Machete"


OPHELIA'S DREAM - "Fragrantes Rosae"


ANGELS OF LIBERTY - "Monster In Me"


FAITH AND THE MUSE - "Running Up That Hill"


ELUSIVE - "System Breakdown"


ROSETTA STONE - "Adrenaline"


SOLEMN NOVENA - "Siren"


BECAUSE I CAN


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned - "Simpson's Halloween Special" 


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "Splash"


NOSFERATU - "Thrill Killer"


EX-VOTO - "If I Never"


STIFF KITTENS - "Happy Now"


KOMMUNITY FK - "Something Inside Me Has Died"


TALES OF INNOCENCE - "Gitane Demone"


PLAY DEAD - "Sacrosancts"


THE TORS OF DARTMOOR - "The Edge Of Her Heaven"


THE AWAKENING - "The Dark Romantics"


THE SOUND - "I Can't Escape Myself"


THE MERRY THOUGHTS - "Low Violet"


"Things that should have been said yesterday." - THE WEDDING SINGER

 L.A. GUNS 
"It's Over Now"


Just another night
And I'm all alone
I wonder where you are
Who you're holding

And I'm wasting time
By the telephone
It gets harder when there's no way of knowing

I always thought we'd be together someday
There was nothing that could keep me away
Coulda worked it out somehow
But it's over now
Thought you'd be comin' 'round
But it's over now

When I close my eyes
I can see your face
There was still so much to discover
All the time we shared
Can't be erased
Now you're in the arms of another

I always thought we'd be together someday
There was nothing that could keep me away
Coulda worked it out somehow
But it's over now
Thought you'd be comin' 'round
But it's over now

If you broke my heart
I can't let it show
I can take the pain
I can't let you go
Some people change
I guess it had to be
Even though you're gone now
You still mean so much to me

Just another day
I'm still holdin' on
No matter how I try
I can't shake this feeling
Yeah I'm sitting here
Like nothing's wrong
I'm still lookin' for someone to believe in

I always thought we'd be together someday
There was nothing that could keep me away
Coulda worked it out somehow
But it's over now
 


“Nothing in life is worth,
turning your back on,
if you love it.”
Albert Camus

Wednesday, May 25, 2016




What Love Cannot Accept


There are no more tears to cry
Words no longer have meaning
My spirit is not broken just disappointed 
In the magic that was once you
Like a wheel out of balance
You are consistent in failing me 
Nothing more
And the reason 
Does not matter 
The mystery refuses to beguile
Silence is our legacy
Join with me as we part 
Going our independent ways
Relishing quiet solitude and dead memories 
In order to forget
Once and for all
We keep moving in separate circles
So distance and time will heal
What love cannot accept
And hearts refuse to feel.


SERENIA - "One By One"


TREES OF ETERNITY - "Black Ocean"


MY DYING BRIDE - "For You"


CULT OF HERODIAS - "The Tower"


LYRIEL - "Memoria"


MORTAL LOVE - "Existence"


MAGICA - "All Waters Have The Colour Of Drowning"


MORTAL LOVE - "While Everything Dies"


LUNATICA - "Out"


DARK THE SUNS - "All Ends In Silence"


BECAUSE I CAN


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned - "Fat Albert"


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "Mary Shelley's Frankenstein"


SONATA NOCTURNA - "The Darkest Winter"


NIGHTWISH - "Sleeping Sun"


NOX ARCANA - "The Rose Of Winter"


LOTUS FEED - "Get Me Out"


TWO WITCHES - "The Vampire's Kiss"


OPERANOIRE - "Thrill Of Decadence"


TORS OF DARTMOOR - "The Life Of Christine Hate"


EX-VOTO - "I'll Wait Forever"


THE DEATH RIDERS - "Death In The Valley"


DARK SIDE COWBOYS - "Bloodred Moon"


"And you don't want us exposing ourselves." - GHOSTBUSTERS II

EVANESCENCE 

"Lithium"


Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you... After all,
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with you.
I'm gonna let it go.
 


“It is only with true love and compassion that we can begin to mend what is broken in the world. It is these two blessed things that can begin to heal all broken hearts.”
Steve Maraboli, Life, the Truth, and Being Free

Tuesday, May 24, 2016





Unburied


Within a whirlwind of ecstasy we meet and become alive
Dead so long inside and hungry for release
I caress your curvaceous body and sensuously kiss your neck
In the darkness we become one
Resistant for a moment to time
Climbing to orgasmic peaks
Descending to deep valleys of pain
We writhe and twist within sweat covered sheets drenched with cum
Only our pleasure matters until morning when we hurriedly part
Sullen and wanting more
As distance tears us in two
Lovers no more we regain our wretched solitude
Always remembering what power love can bring
Before it rips it all away
Leaving a phantom stumbling in the hallway
Of what we thought we had
That will stay in memory
Forever
In the midnight graveyard of our mind
Undead
Naked in the cold
Without a proper burial or eulogy
Lovers remain behind after the majestic dance
Tormenting
Like the ghosts of unfulfilled dreams.


MANOWAR - "Pleasure Slave"


SLIPKNOT - "Dead Memories"


IRON MAIDEN - "Seventh Son Of A Seventh Son"


JUDAS PRIEST - "Hellrider"


HIGH ON FIRE - "Blessed Black Wings"


DEVILDRIVER - "My Night Sky"


MARILYN MANSON - "No Reflection"


MURDERDOLLS - "White Wedding"


ROB ZOMBIE - "Teenage Nosferatu Pussy"


DEATHSTARS - "Explode"


BECAUSE I CAN 


EVIL CLOWN


Television Of The Damned - "V"


CINEMA OF THE DAMNED - "One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest"


NOX ARCANA - "Night Of The Wolf"


RAVENSCRY - "Nobody"


EDENBRIDGE - "Higher"


NEMESEA - "Angel In The Dark"


AMETHYSTIUM - "Strangely Beautiful"


MANDRAGORA SCREAM - "Dark Lantern"


BLACKTHORN - "Saturnia"


STOKER - "Scavenger"


ADASTREIA - "Tempest"


EVENMORE - "Dancing In Silence"


"Why are you talking that way?" - YOUNG FRANKENSTEIN



ALICE COOPER 

"Brutal Planet"

We're spinning round on this ball of hate
There's no parole, there's no great escape
We're sentenced here until the end of days
And then my brother there's a price to pay

We're only human, we were born to die
Without the benefit of reason why
We live for pleasure to be satisfied
And now it's over there's no place to hide

Why don't you, come down to
It's such a brutal planet
It's such an ugly world
Why won't you, come down to

"This world is such perfection" (What a sight)
"It's just like paradise" (For my eyes)
"A truly grand creation" (What a sight)
"From up here it looks so nice" (For my eyes)

It's such a brutal planet
It's such a living hell
It was a holy garden
That's right where Adam fell
It's where the bite was taken
It's where we chose to sin
It's where we first were naked
This is where our death begins

We took advice from that deceiving snake
He said don't worry it's a piece of cake
And sent us swimming in a burning lake
Now we're abandoned here for heaven's sake

Why don't you, come down to
It's such a brutal planet
It's such an ugly world
Why won't you, come down to

"This world is such perfection" (What a sight)
"It's just like paradise" (For my eyes)
"A truly grand creation" (What a sight)
"From up here it looks so nice" (For my eyes)

Here's where we keep the armies
Here's where we write their names
Here's where the money got us
Here's our famous hall of shame
Here's where we starve the hungry
Here's where we cheat the poor
Here's where we beat the children
Here is where we pay the whores

Why don't you, come down to
It's such a brutal planet
It's such an ugly world
Why won't you, come down to

"This world is such perfection" (What a sight)
"It's just like paradise" (For my eyes)
"A truly grand creation" (What a sight)
"From up here it looks so nice" (For my eyes)

Right here we stoned the prophets
Built idols out of mud
Right here we fed the lions
Christian flesh and Christian blood
Down here is where we hung him
Upon an ugly cross
Over there we filled the ovens
Right here the holocaust
 


“The best use of life is love. The best expression of love is time. The best time to love is now.”
Rick Warren

Monday, May 23, 2016




Dancing On Broken Glass


Dancing on broken glass 
I bleed red wine and rose petals
Into a canvas of mud
Rejoicing for what never was
All the moments stolen from a fantasy
Made real in the darkness
Revealed as a lie in the light
Life will never be the same 
Without your drunken wicked embrace of thorns
We shattered orgasmic memories 
Now we are forced to move on
Adrift and alone
Outcasts to each other
Never looking back, but always knowing
Just over the horizon
Smoking embers remain
From the twisted love affair
We left behind.



ECHOTERRA - "All The Lies"


ELENDIL - "The Other Side"


NIGHTWISH - "Ghost Love Score"


STREAM OF PASSION - "Collide"


LAKE OF TEARS - "Return Of Ravens"


INDIGO DARKPSYCH - "Not The End"


SILENTIUM - "Painless"


CHALICE - "The Calm That Was The Storm"


VISIONS OF ATLANTIS - "Seven Seas"