Saturday, March 21, 2026
Update on the World War News Blackout
I have managed to avoid watching all the news channels so I am not frazzled and alarmed with every newsbyte that comes my way, however, some war news still gets to me through the Microsoft home page and I feel I may shit myself with what I see.
The world is batshit crazy for sure and I will try to do batter to not see war news that comes my way through Microsoft. Either that or I will find a cave I can live in until the war is over.
Friday, March 20, 2026
Eroticism And Dust
Love is so near yet so far away
A ghost in a mirror that appears mocking me
Only to disappear in a shadow that cries
"Yesterday."
And leaves me alone to decipher the meaning
Of eroticism and dust
Kiss me if you will
But do not kill me with such kindnesss
Rumors of yesterday swill and ebb
Flow and speak your name in blasphemous whispers
Who am I to damn a wicked foray into sexual madness
Or run back into the fires of carnal excess and humiliation
Love is what it was never but in the frenzied mind
What remains is distorted and sublime
That which can't be touched except with lips that still lie
I see that which never was more clearly than the truth
It is because of this I see love in reflections of the past that shimmer and glow
Only to fade away
Love comes when it will come
And goes when you least suspect
I see love in the music of sparrows
As well as the lament of the moon
I only ask for a message from the heavens
When can I expect to see the majesty of love again
I wait in the darkness seeing the light within the yawning abyss
All I get is a whisper and a sigh
Platitudes and mind candy for the still beating heart
This and nothingness
"Soon."
My child
"Soon."
Thursday, March 19, 2026
WORLD WAR NEWS BLACKOUT
I have decided to stop monitoring the news because things have gotten so bad that my senses are on overload and I cannot sleep and my mind is racing which is a bad thing.
I first conducted a news blackout after 911 and I was overcome by the emotion and tragedy and could not continue the 24-7 images or the violent themed music I usually listened to for that matter. Despite SLAYER's "God Hates Us All" dropping on 9-11, I did not listen to any of the songs for over a year. I was that shattered by it all.
I will entrust the conduct of the war to our President, who despite the bad reviews, is a psychopath on par will Kim Jun Fu, Putinani, or Xi xi which is probably keeping North Korea, Russia, and China out of the war for now despite their military and economic ties with Iran.
Europe is giving President Trump the big fuck you in kind even though the fate of the free world is in the balance and that fuck you will be returned in spades if President Trump and his Israeli ally are to prevail.
One must remember that the Jewish people have a long memory of Persian Kings, Roman Empires and thousand-Year-old Reichs seeking their annihilation and failing and don't take lightly to their people being slaughtered and tortured, especially mothers with young children and innocent civilians.
Although the current attempt to wipe out Israel must have looked good on paper, things have obviously gone awry. If the Persian and Roman empires failed and the Nazi juggernaut was defeated, how did Iran and the terrorists think this plan was going to work? It is kind of like lighting shit on fire for fun and then realizing you made a huge fucking blunder. That is where I see things now. The shit is on fire and "What you gonna do?"
I choose to listen to music I enjoy until this whole stink blows over and not be bothered by the prospect of nuclear annihilation. If you wish to join me, so be it. If not, you can go fuck yourself, it is that kind of world we live in.
Wednesday, March 18, 2026
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Saturday, March 7, 2026
Whispers In The Dark
This residual energy will not dissipate
And move on to another damnation void
I hear the whispers in the dark when I am alone
Making me see what is no longer
Cajoling
Taunting
Coming so close I can almost touch
The entity in my mind
Before pulling away
With a demonic laugh or erotic moan
This house is no longer home
And will never be
Tears have dried and anguish mellowed
With every lost year or possibility
The dance is torture
The rhyme is gone and only the rhythm remains
Your face has faded into the ether
What is tragedy calls my name
Lost whispers
Bound like prisoners
In the darkness.
Friday, March 6, 2026
Thursday, March 5, 2026
Midnight Glow
Do not tell me I am too old
To sway in the midnight glow
This dance is just getting started
I can jump and shout like a fool
Or speak erotic words to your ear
In darkness or light from near or far
This hunger will not abate with age, but gets stronger
Like the sweet scent of prey in a forest deep
I will find this love in a kiss or a sigh
In a nightmare deep or dreamscape close to home
Passion will play its game no matter who watches in the shadows
Erotic music will waft on the wind
Until it finds its divine partner for play
I sing to the epic nature of eroticism and loss
The paradise of the heart
In passionate words and deeds
Between love and warfare
Some most fall while others will rise
Love eternal will seize the day
No matter what some will plaster with negative insults
A kiss will prevail
In the cold darkness between lovers.
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
I Know
I know the pleasure of a stolen kiss in the darkness
Dancing naked under the spinning moon
Recording our ecstasy in the pale glow
A shadow on the wall that fades by light
Did you say
"I love you"
As I pounded the moist gap between your thighs
Or was it a dream or delusion
Drunk on sexual madness and orgasmic bliss
What was made to last forever
Leaves with a peck on the cheek
I have seen it come and disappear
I can still taste her when the full moon calls
It sighs in the black abyss of the night sky
Seeming to wink and whisper
Before saying
"I have the pictures to prove it all."
Just to reassure me it was so
This I know.
Tuesday, March 3, 2026
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