WHO IS THIS VLADVAMPIRELORD?

I am a guy who had big dreams and wanted to be wealthy and famous. I wanted to live in a big house, but instead I live in an apartment next to a garbage dumpster. I once lost all hope, but I have endured despite great adversity. Though I have no desire to suck anyone's blood I do get energy from other people whether it is positive or negative through empathy. I have always been interested in vampires, horror movies, the occult and supernatural. Though I am passed middle age, I feel like I am between age 10 or 12. I do not hate myself or focus on depressive things even though I have made mistakes in my life and done bad things. I feel I have a purpose and I am living to fulfill that purpose though others may not see the beauty in my simple life. I have no desire to die as I feel there are still people that need me and things to do. And music keeps me going as well. Every day is an adventure and a precious gift. I try to have a soft heart and show love to all. If that doesn't grab you just remember I am a vampire. I can flip that switch if I have to...