I don't like being ANGRY. When I have been maligned or mistreated, I can feel the surge of ANGER through my whole body. In the past, I used to go to the gym to release the ANGER caused by being miserable and working a job that I hated. When I was exhausted, some of the anger went with the feeling of being tired. But I am done with the gym these days.
When I am ANGRY, the feeling lasts a long time and builds up exponentially as I am further angered until I reach a red zone where I cannot really control what happens to that ANGER. Most of the time it takes a lot of bullshit to cross that red line, but other times I can be set off by some unique bullshit that touches me in a special spot.
Sometimes listening to ANGRY or CALM music releases that ANGRY feeling, sometimes it does not. Truth be told, I am angry right now, but I am microwaving chicken fingers to reduce the rage factor. I hear the microwave beeping so I must go and beat, I mean open the microwave.
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