This Abyss

This abyss is a monument to pain, greed, lust and desire

It descends from ecstasy to loss and down further

When I look into a woman's eyes making love

I see the mountains and heaven

Falling into this void of nothingness

With goodbye

Orgasmic pleasure and damnation

Riding this abyss

Down

It is the monument to a dream

And the bitter reality

Falling

As if in a trance

With open eyes

What a fool I was to grasp passion

And hope to hold on to a crumbling existence

Descending further

To emptiness with no bottom

Waiting for tomorrow's battle

Alone

Plunging to desolation

In the darkness

Without wings.