Another bad judgment call and Lesbian Death Match

I have gotten enough therapy over the years that if I am upset you will hear me drop some F-bombs and curse words and I will express my feelings sooner than later. But my Lesbian wife bottles everything up until she fucking explodes and of course I saw this coming and was prepared when she flipped out and started crying etc. What really pisses me off is I am fucking dying of COVID and she is shopping for ear rings at Macys while I shit blood and cough up my lungs. How fucking cruel and cold is that? Really.