Thursday, February 21, 2013

Siren

Wandering the cruel sea
Lost
Without hope
Memories
Shadows
Phantasms
Hallucinations
Cannot drink the water
While the sun beats down
Burning
Blinding
Disorienting
Hunger
Thirst
Want
Despair
Sinking deeper
Hearing your call
Knowing it is an illusion
A mockery
Dancing to the music
That promises doom
A final resting place
At the bottom of the ocean
Yet not caring anymore
Only wanting an orgasmic O
Someone to embrace
Kiss
Among the cold
Deadly waves
Seeking to engulf me
Siren
I hear your call
I look at the beauty
That is your face
Your voluptuous body
Full breasts
Inviting lips
You say
Love me
I will take the pain away
I say
I love you darling
As I reach for your hand
Going under
For the last time
With a smile.

Crimson

Blood is the life
It was always mine
Deep inside me
Is a hunger
A desire
A thirst
A want
lack
Need
Void
Always unfulfilled
I stalk
Bleed
Live
Die
Rise again
Walking the Night
Reveling in the Darkness
Seeking the crimson
Running away
Finding it again
If I do not have it
I will surely cease to exist
It is a burst of rage
A sweet caress
The flash of fangs
A bloody kiss
It is crimson
It is second nature
Uncontrollable
An urge that will never cease
Crimson
Mine
Forever
I will not grow old
I will not die
I am bathed in crimson
For all eternity
I am a vampire.

Friday, February 15, 2013

I Am The Witch

Standing on edge of the abyss
Looking out beyond the Darkness
The infernal chasm lies below
Then there is you
Telling me what I want to hear
What I always wanted to hear
I have two daggers
In my back
Three will send me reeling over
Into the deep canyon
Never to be heard from again
I want to live
But my longing for life
Is not as strong
As my longing for love
I have lived and died before
And risen again
But love is eternal
Immortal
Transcendent
It can be pure bliss
Pleasure
But also cruel
Sadistic
A terror
The straw that breaks you
In the distance
I see that love
It is an old soul's love
The love of a beautiful
Cultured woman
A woman who knows me
What I want
Feel
She is attractive
Refined
Sexual
Passionate
Sensual
But she is also vicious
And she has already
Driven two knives
In my back
I look at her full breasts
And stunning beauty
As she whispers to me
In a voice that beckons
Like a siren
I am the Witch
Come love me Vampire
I am the Witch
Seek the destiny that is ours
I am in love with you
My past life Vampire
I am the Witch
As she reaches out her hand
And smiles
A wicked grin
Licking her full red lips
Moaning
Sighing
I am the Witch
Come love me
Vampire...

Search For A New Muse

I have been sailing a cruel sea
Traveling an open road
Leading to no where
Nobody
Nothing
It is what got me here
Abandoned
Distraught
Bereft
With no compass
To find my way back home.

I am searching for a new Muse
A Goddess of Poetry
To take me home
Within her arms
Goddess of Poetry
Be my lover
Again
And I will make you mine
Sing your praise
In rhythm
Rhyme
Verse
That will live for eternity
Be my Muse
My darling.

It is the Poet's power
Of immortality
It is my gift
To be bestowed
Come sweet goddess
There is a fire in my belly
Love in my heart
Tears streaming down my cheeks.

I am a Vampire
Our desire can be fulfilled
Our lust a conflagration
Our love forever
Come sweet Muse
Accept me as I am
And we will create
A paradise
Of more than words
I search for a new Muse
Walking solitary
In despair
Within the Darkness
Awaiting soft footsteps
Behind me
Heeding my call
My call for a new Muse.

Vampyre Kisses

The smell of evil
Wafts to my nostrils
The essence of sex
Desire
Lust
Your dangerous curves
Distrust
Scorn
The flash of your fangs
Encased in full red lips
The tongue that licks
Then disappears
Beckoning me on
I am drowning in your eyes
Do you see the hunger
In mine
Demon child?
Clothed in black latex
Shimmering
In the moonlight
Highlighting
Your voluptuousness
Round breasts
Curvaceous hips
Tight ass
Your beautiful pale face
Wicked smile
Now it is just you and I
Alone
In a room secluded
And barren
Like a crypt
We have all the time
We need now
For vampyre kisses
All the time we wanted
I press my lips
To yours my sweet Vampyre
Soft
And repeat
Passionately
Slow
And deep
Our bodies so close
Feeling the electricity
Of our touch
My hands
Slowly
Following the curve
Of your body
Shoulders
Arms
Ribs
Ass
Legs
Kissing
Biting
Your succulent neck
Unzipping
Your latex body suit
Watching you
Milky white
Naked and alone
Before me
Knowing
We have all the time
We need
Wanted
For Vampyre kisses
Now
All the time
Eternity
For Vampyre kisses
My darling.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Love Is Dead

I have seen love live
Thrive
Laugh
Cry
Wilt
Die
Live again
To walk the Night.

I have been Love's champion
Its fool
Its tool
I been betrayed by love
And have betrayed sweet Love
Love sweet love
Searching for Love
In a kiss
A tryst
In the shadows
The Darkness.

When love died so close to me
Yet lived on
A shell of love
A mockery
Devoid of passion
Sensuality
I still did not
Give up on Love.

I hunted for the spirit of Love
For poetry
Sensuality
Eroticism
Passion
I have come so close
Only to see
The apparition of Love
The cruel phantasm
Dissolve in the air
Becoming a demon mocking me
Delighting in my despair
For being so arrogant
Naive
To think that I
Could find True Love
A deeper Love
Within the ruins of society
The train wreck
That passes for relationships
In this day and age.

If Love is dead
I don't want to live
There is no purpose
No meaning
No life
Worth living
If love is dead
Then I have died too
Lay me to rest with some flowers
And a prayer
There is no point
No joy in living
If Love is dead
Entomb me in a crypt
And seal the door forever
And I will rot
Covered with cobwebs
Waiting for salvation
In another world.

If love is Dead
Why do I arise
At Night
Hungering for passion
Sensuality
Blood?
An orgasmic meeting of minds
Bodies
If Love is Dead
Why do I write this poem
Calling out for a Muse
To prove to me
Once and for all
That Love
Is not Dead?
I invoke the spirit
Of Love
Arise
Awake
Make yourself known
Prove to me
That Love
Is not Dead.

Gothic Thoughts

Night
A starless sky
Slow steady droplets
Of Rain
Building to a downpour
A clap of thunder
Lightning
Streaking across the sky
In the distance
The outline of an ancient cemetery
Offering the promise of shelter
Running through the muck
And mire
Drenched to the bone
Cold
Weary
Distraught
Filled with despair
Thinking of a lost love
Never to return
Loathing life
Clothes soaked
Body shivering
Aching
Breathing heavy
Reaching an old crypt
Out of breath
But relieved
Overjoyed
For the opportunity
Of shelter
Kicking open the crypt door
Suddenly flooded with light
Blinding my eyes
Hooded figures in black
One apparition cloaked in red
Grabbed by these ghouls
With gnarled hands
And chained next to a gagged
Naked woman
Her voluptuous breasts heaving
Her privates exposed
Terror in her eyes
Watching the high priest
Take out a long sacrificial knife
As the crypt door slams shut
While all chant
Hail Satan
Our Master
As the knife arcs downward
And blood spurts everywhere
A groan
A sigh
And this sacrifice
This erotic sensual
Beautiful woman is no more
Silence
Just the sound
Of dripping blood
And breathing
These fiends watching
Viewing their handiwork
With morbid delight
As my bindings are tightened
And I fight
Helplessly trying to escape
And I too am gagged
Pleading with my eyes
Fear cascading over me
Hoping for mercy
In a dream
Knowing there is none here
No mercy
No Love
No kindness
Just ritual
Ceremony
Sacrifice
As I hear
Hail Satan
Our Master
And
Curse the eternity
It takes
To await
My destiny.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

A Dream Deferred


A dream deferred
Does not die
It lives forever
Stalking the Night
Waiting silently
Patiently
For its Master to come
And claim the Darkness
The void
The abyss
Left behind
That was once a promise
A fantasy
Sealed with a kiss
It is a dream
That is hungry
Thirsty for blood
Yours and mine
It is a dream
That will not be denied
It may go unrealized
In this life or the next
But one day
As sure as the sun sets
And the full moon rises
We will live this dream
In the flesh
We may have different faces
Different names
Nationalities
This dream may occur
In a different place
Another time
But it is yours and mine
A pact sealed
With a drink of crimson wine
This dream is ours
It is not gone
Extinguished
Just deferred
My darling
Postponed for now
Welcome to the nightmare
My love
But never forget the dream
My darling
Never
Goodbye for now
My sweet
My eternal lover
My life
Goodbye
Until the dream
Resumes
Goodbye.

Old Souls


You knew too much about me
Way too much
Information only another knew
Someone I was avoiding
Running away from
You had her voice
An evil laugh
Helloooo
You said
Mockingly
And I asked for your picture
And you sent me black
A black video
The Night?
Our future?
But I persisted
And you sent another
This time
It was the beautiful woman
You claimed to be
Exotic
Sensual
Evil
Defiant
Disrespectful
You fool
You mocked
You claimed to be my equal
But we both know
That is not true
I walked away
From your sadistic game
Away from the external beauty
The promise of eroticism
Passion
Sensuality
For I will not be dominated
Ground under the heel
Submitted to the yoke
Of even the most
Voluptuous
Woman
Who is pleasing to the eye
Food
My sexual hunger
I denied this
For I was not willing
To trade
My self respect
My dignity
Which was your game
All along
Just a game
But I never forgot
Your message
That haunts me
You said you knew
What I wanted
And you were right
Dead on
We are old souls
You and I
We long for an empty room
Filled with candles
With a gothic symphony playing
To set the mood
We thirst for crimson wine
Two bodies craving the closeness
The intimacy
Looking into each other's eyes
Seeing eternity
We need poetry
Music
Art
Beauty
The immortal
It is in our blood
We will both live forever
And never die
We want to strip down
And stand naked and alone
Feeling the electricity
As skin touches skin
Your full breasts
Pressing against
My muscular chest
Our hearts racing
Feeling warm
Alive
For this evanescent moment
Just you and I
Sequestered
Sheltered from
The cruel world
Finding solace
Passion
Sensuality
Pain
Pleasure
Salvation
In this Dark Wonderland
The Dark Forest
That is my love
Moans
Sighs
Laughs
An orgasmic O
Ecstasy
The climax
That brings two lovers
Together as One
If just for a moment
As the dream dies
My darling
You were right
We are old souls
That is exactly
What I want
And one day
I will have it
Perhaps not with you
Dominatrix
But I will have this
On my own terms
And I will be the Master
Not the slave
It is Fate that conspires
Against our coupling
If your words were true
Which I doubt
But little one
I will have this one day
This dream lives
In my Heart
Mind
Body
Spirit
This dream is eternal
Immortal
It will never die
It is the dream
Of a Vampire
And wafts
Like a phantasm
In the Night
Filling the Darkness
With light
It is the dream
Of an old soul
Longing for the forever
That begins
With a blackened room
Red roses
And a kiss
It is my dream
And it will not
Be denied.

Goodbye

In the infernal end
The conflagration
The climactic
Anticlimactic
Conclusion
Of the cinematic disaster
That is your life
One thing
Surprised you
That you knew was coming
The be all
End all
The final moment
You knew
It was all over
Yet deep inside
Know will never end
There is just one thing left
Always
At the conclusion
Of the day
When everything falls down
In a smoldering heap
That
Is
Goodbye.

Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye to the promise
And the past
Just goodbye
No more
No less.

Silence
Distance
Thought
Contemplation
Returning to the beginning
Getting in touch with yourself
Who you really are
Building up your spirit
Your soul
Becoming whole
These are noble things
To strive for
In the end
After goodbye.

Immersing yourself
In solitude
Silence
Becoming once more at peace
Without the background noise
The need to dominate
Appease
Win in some power struggle
Game
These things
Are
Gone
After goodbye.

Refusing to blame
Or to
Become bitter
These things too
Are goals
To take away
After goodbye
And I hope
I do learn
From the train wreck
I emerged from
After
Saying
Goodbye.

But
In the end
There is just goodbye
And
Silence
The rest
You create
From the ashes
Running away
From
The screaming villagers
At your back
Like you are some
Frankenstein's monster
Or a vampire
Terrorizing the night
Discovered
And
Hounded
Hunter
And
Hunted.

There is just goodbye
As the B movie
That is your life
Stops
Goodbye
Quiet
And
Blackness
That is how it all
Ends
With
A
Goodbye
And the finality
Of it all
Is earth shattering.

Your world
Turns on its axis
And implodes
With a simple
Goodbye
As the picture fades
And you walk
Stumbling
In the dark
From the exit
Into the cold night air
Longing
For
A warm vehicle
Soft music
The sweet comfort
Of the mundane
The normal
The consistent
All these qualities
The events
Leading up to goodbye
Never gave you
That you recoiled
Against
Instead craving
Lusting
Hungering
For the novel
The theatrical
The sexy
But after goodbye
You see renewed beauty
Before your eyes
A sanctuary
Far away
Where you saw none
In the past.

The skeletons
You chose to bury
Rise
From the dead
Once more
Breathing again
Becoming flesh and blood
Stalking you
Seeming vibrant
Attractive
Alive.

In this special place
This alternate existence
You know
You will never hear
Goodbye
You deny that possibility
But
Never say
Never.

You see salvation
Where you once
Saw oppression
Confinement
Boredom
Perhaps
Looking at things
In a different light
Is this the true
Meaning of
Goodbye?

Or is
Goodbye
Really
All
About
Finding
Your
Way
Back
Home
Again?

Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye
I wish you the best
I think it
Is time
To find my way
Back home.

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Nirvana

I am drowning
Going under water
Looking in your eyes
I cannot breathe
I am sinking far down
Kissing your full lips
Softly at first
Then slow
Passionate
Deep
Our tongues entwined
Our naked bodies
Pressed together
Your full round
Breasts
Against my strong chest
My hungry hands
Grasping your curvaceous
Hips
Drinking in your voluptuousness
Licking your neck
Small kisses
Bites
More soft licks
My nails
Scratching your sides
As you moan
Scream
With delight
Your mouth forming
An orgasmic O
As you kneel
Taking my erect manhood
In your needy mouth
Worshiping me
Running your hands
Up and down my shaft
My balls
Licking
Taking me in and out
Looking up
Watching my ecstasy
Seeing the pleasure in my eyes
Watching me drowning
Drowning with desire
On fire
Building to a conflagration
Pushing you on the ground
Of a deserted grave yard
For sacrilegious sex
A blood offering
Vampire initiation
Spreading your legs
Opening you up to my hungry tongue
Licking the outside
Of your pussy lips
Kissing your inner thighs
Teasing your clit
With my man mouth
Flicking your cunt
With my tongue
Torturing you
With my man fingers
Thick fingers
Probing you deep
Stretching you
Feeling your body shudder
Shake
Licking your goose flesh skin
As you ask
Can I cum Master?
No slave I admonish
Seeing your snatch
Widen
Ready to release
Squirt
Feeling your body
Convulse
Fighting back
What a thousand of years
Of evolution have mandated
A failing proposition
Yet I know
You want above all
To please Me
To do Everything I say
When I say It
So I ram my hard cock
Deep inside you
As you thrash about
Sighing
Whelping
Pulling your hair
Teasing you with short strokes
Of my cock
Then deep thrusts
Pinching your nipples
Roughly slapping
Your breasts
Ass
Bending you
Flipping you
Taking you every position
Slapping your ass
A cherry red
As I mount you
Making you feel
The anal fury
I have pent up
All this time
As you grip a headstone
Biting your lip
While I whisper
Cum my fuck doll
My cum bucket
Cum for Master
Awaiting the gusher
You have stored up
Against
The resistance of your body
You are mine
Mind
Heart
Body
Spirit
You have submitted
Totally to me
And now I watch you cum
Teasing it out of you
Watching the climax
The Heaven within this Hell
As I cum on your body
Your face
Your pussy
It is Nirvana
The Paradise
We worked toward
Waited for
Hungered
Thirsted
Longed for
And now my Darling slave
It is ours
Within this poem
And it will never die
But be immortal
It is our Dark wonderland
And
Like a Vampire
That fades into the Night
It is always
Waiting
With the promise to return
When the daylight subsides.

Dead Souls

I look into your vacant eyes
Seeing your dreamless nights
Long hours waiting
Wanting
Crying out
Restless
Counting the hours until the dawn
Deep inside
I hear you scream
You are hollow
Black
Frightened
Ready to lash out
Terrified of Love
The Love that betrayed you
So many years ago
In the recent past
Today
I can take you to the mountain
But you will not climb
Bring you to the river
But you will not swim
Walk you to the well
But you will not drink
I must destroy
What passes for your soul
Your nothingness
Lack
Want
Vacancy
In order to save you
For you to Love again
I am the Destroyer of Souls
The Dark Lord
I can set you free
Or enslave you
Show you love
Or pain
I can do all these things
At the same time
But first
You must take my hand
Be my slave
Give me your
Heart
Mind
Body
And spirit
Give me all of you
Walk through the Dark Forest
That is my Love
Feel my sharp fangs
On your neck
My vampire seduction
Die to live
Not live to die
Be reborn
Experience lust
Hunger
Desire
Passion
Blood
Look
In my eyes
Forget the past
Release your dead soul
To the heavens
Embrace the evil that is me
Seize the Night
The Darkness
Find the light
In the shadows
Do not look back
You have no reflection
Only duty to your Master
I am He
Dead souls arise
Live again
Undead
Become
Eternal slaves to my Love
Be
Mine
Forever.

Friday, February 8, 2013

Welcome To My Octagon Of Fear




Welcome
I am so glad
You've arrived
Step right up
Enter my web
Said the spider
To the fly
All the world's a stage
And this is mine
If you are brave
Foolish
Daring
Suicidal
Then take my offer
Walk
Inside
Welcome
To my Octagon
Of Fear.

I am here
Anticipating
Your next move
I am hungry
Thirsty
Angry
Vengeful
Mocking
Laughing
All the time
So ready
An army of one
Mobilized
Deployed
Kicking asses
Taking names
I have no shame
Now
This is my home
My castle
Mine
I am not going anywhere
I fight for my home
Ruthlessly
And my people
I make my own rules
This is my time
My time to reign
Torture
Dominate
And defile
And you my pretty
Are my fuck puppet
My play thing
My little cum slut
Here to play with
Stretch out
Use
Abuse
To my liking
For you misjudged me
For the last time
You my darling
Have walked
Into my octagon
Of fear
Welcome to my nightmare
Prepare for a long Night
I intend to keep you
Make you mine
Forever
Welcome
To my octagon
Of fear
Within these walls
We never say goodbye
Only
Yes Master
And
Please Sir
May I have
Another?
Make yourself comfortable
Stay awhile
Live the dream
The hellish reality
Of my sadistic surprise
Welcome
To my Octagon
Of fear.

Mockery

Come to me little ones
Hollow souls
All
I hear
Is
Your screams
In the Darkness
All of you
Empty inside
Black
You are falling
Always stumbling
There is no you
Only others
Others you must cling to
To find out who you are
Looking
Into the mirror
Seeing Nothing
No one
Nobody
Absence
The abyss
You are a mockery
Of a human being
And to stay alive
You must mock others
Feeding
On what others
Believe
Living a lie
Because you are
Dead inside
Dead but for the pain
That never leaves
Haunting you
Pleading
Demanding
Your attention
You hate yourself
Others are just a tool
An inanimate object
To consume
Throw away
And visit again
Back at the original
Crime scene.

I see you
Mocking bird
All the time
In a tree
In many faces
Many personalities
I indulge your wicked game
Your words
Of encouragement
Abject flattery
And I laugh
Amused at your predictability
Your foolish
Consistency
Your inane stupidity
I smell your pain
Even though you smile
A shit faced grin
I hear your shrieks
Within your spirit
Calling me
In the distance
I can taste the nothingness
You offer
The sweet crimson kiss
Of pure evil
You are a mockery
Of yourself
A person
You'll never know
Who you claim to be
A shell you inhabit
To deceive
You will always be a mystery
A cancer
The only thing
You can do right
Is mock
Destroy
Consume
Repeat
Hiding in the shadows
Waiting for the next victim
You are a coward
A thief
Lower than pond scum
A mockery
Of One who mocks.

My little mocking bird
Have your fun
Hollow black soul
Defeated one
While others lead their lives
Oblivious
You fearlessly
Hide behind closed doors
Turning the lock
Tossing the key
Wearing a new mask every time
Mocking
As you taste the essence of life
You will never live
You are dead
A shell of a human being
A corn husk
Dried and discarded at birth
A mockery
Mock on little bird
Tweet
Tweet
Mock on maggot
You will never defeat me
I know who I am
And I am proud of it
You can only copy
Pantomime
What you want me to be
It is pathetic
A mockery
Look in the mirror
And you will see
Nothing
Absence
Lack
A silent scream
But nobody hears
Cares
No one
There is nobody
Coming to save you
From yourself
Little mocking bird
Sing your sad song
In the fog and obscurity
Of your twisted mind
Mock on
You are only mocking yourself
For there is no you
You are invisible
A vacuum
Lacking substance
Personality
There is only me now
The one who is mocked
And I enjoy this
Immensely
Perform for me
Little mocking bird
Dance and jump
Tweet
Tweet
Motherfucker
Tweet
Tweet.

Battle Ready

There is only forward
No back
No retreat
Only attack
I have not come
This far
To turn and run
I must finish
What I have already begun
The hordes I have joined
In battle
Lay slashed and dying
Defeated and weeping
More enemy remain
To the front
To the rear
Side
To
Side
I am surrounded
Hounded
Harried
Harassed
But unbowed
Undefeated
Victory is mine
I can taste it already
Smeared with the metallic
Essence of blood
Onward
I go into the throngs
That await me
Thirsty for my demise
I am battle ready
This is my time
My one shot
At glory
Somewhere between
Passion and Warfare
Lies the Paradise
Of the Heart
Somewhere in the distance
Lies a mountain
Waiting to be climbed
These things I fight for
Would die for
Victory is mine
I fight for Love
And Love will prevail
Always does
I walk through my Dark forest
Confident
Anticipating a wondrous adventure
Knowing in my heart
My mind
Body
Spirit
That I
The Dark Lord
Destroyer Of Souls
Shall
Never be defeated
Victory is always
Mine
Just as
Blood
Is
The
Life.

Seize The Night

Out of the Darkness
Into the light
And back unto
The Darkness again
I am blinded
Battered
Exhausted
Hungry
But alive
After the big let down
The fall from grace
The stumble
Down the mountain
The beautiful lie
That died
In my arms
Screaming.

I feel like
I cannot go on
But something deep inside me
Whispers
Incessantly
Raging in my mind
Dreamlike
Saying
Seize the Night
Demon Lord
Dark Destroyer
Seize the Night
The world is awash
In bullshit
And blood
Seize the Night.

Pleasures of the flesh
Await you
Open your eyes
Walk through the Black
The Dark Forest
That is your Love
Eternal
Immortal
Irresistible
Stalk
Hunt
Consume
Live again
Undead
Alive
Seize the Night
It is your birthright
The privilege
Of the Nosferatu
Seize the Night
Live again
End your hunger
Your want
Your thirst
For a crimson kiss
Seize the Night
With an ivory fanged bite
You are a Vampire
So seize the Night
The damnation
You left behind
When you chose to Love again.

Nocturnal

I fall hard
Into the arms of sleep
Resting peacefully
In her tender embrace
Her loving arms
Her somnolent kiss
Wafting warmth inside
My spirit
Dreaming of love
A Love so close
I could almost touch it
A love that withered and died
Before my eyes
The memory of which haunts me
As I rest in bed
Hearing piercing shrieks
In the hallways
Of my mind
The cries of a love
I believed was true
To last forever
Beautiful
That was an illusion
From the beginning
A hobgoblin of despair
Mocking the best of my emotions
Love
I curse my fate sometimes
As I remember
Knowing
Forever is never enough.

Love is
The most powerful force
In the Universe
An entity
That is fragile
Omnipotent
Universal
In the moment
Conquering evil
Yet vulnerable to it
I seek the nocturnal
The sanctuary of slumber
To find a home again
For I am a castaway
On a cruel sea of disillusion
The home
I thought I had
Was Nothing
A train wreck
Speeding off the tracks
A ghost I could never touch
Would never make love to
Within the Darkness
The Black.

As I sleep
I suddenly taste fear
An emotion I rarely have
And realize I am walking
A path toward self-destruction
Evil
The dark side
And then my body calms again
Knowing
There is no shame
In giving Love
Even when the receiver
Takes it under false pretenses
Even when that love is unappreciated
And mocked
When it is doubted
Betrayed
Love is always a noble effort
A sign of strength
Always
If is my belief
My Vampire Creed.

The ability to transcend
To love
Accept vulnerability
To lower self-defenses
Embrace intimacy
That is the preamble to love
And that is supreme
Self-confidence
Power
Fortitude
Whether that love
Is returned or not.

I felt the fear last night
The fear
That I was in a dangerous place
That my Love
My power
My essence
Existence
Supernatural being
Was compromised
Ready to go cold
After all this time
My bitter experiences
All the train wrecks
And mockery.

I own and protect the dream state
My nocturnal realm
I continued to sleep
Despite my disappointment
Despair
Until the morning
Undisturbed
Not bitter
Or raging
For I have never gone cold
And will not now
It is who I am
And why I inspire fear
Terror
Respect
For
Love will always prevail
Love is everything
And Nothing
Resilient
Real and imaginary
Living on even after Death
To walk the earth once more
Reincarnated
As Karma decides.

I walk the night
The Darkness
In dreams
In reality
Once again
Looking for a new victim
A victim of my Love
My crimson kiss
My ivory fanged bite
Thus begins a journey
A new beginning
I love
Bite
Feed
Live
Die
Rise again
I have embraced the nocturnal
I am a Vampire
I am fearless
Though I acknowledge fear
As I do love
And I will never stop loving
Or needing to feed
I am nocturnal
I never grow old
Never die
My spirit will always live on
For eternity
Living
Loving
Laughing
Crying
Walking through
The Dark Forest
That is my love
Bloodied at times
But always unbowed
Victorious
Ravenous
Lusting
Ready to find love again
Perhaps tonight.

Seductive Assassin

I danced with the Devil last night
A seductress
Succubus
A she-devil who says
She does not dance
Her rhythm is reserved for other things
She hints seductively
Wink
Wink
And I smile
A knowing smile.

I told this sweet entity
This cloaked voluptuous
Buxom assassin
This mystery dream woman
Evil in a red dress
A scarlet witch
Set to beguile
That for me she would dance
And dance she did.

We danced around our emotions
We waltzed around our despair
I held her close
As we strode across the floor
Her hair so beautiful and fragrant
Yet kept far enough away
Maintaining enough distance
So that we did not reveal
Each other's names
Though I knew who she was
All along
It is the dance we do
As subtle mistakes are dropped
Revelations made
I hold her close
Looking in her eyes
Feeling her body pressed close
To mine
Sensing her heart beat
As we dance this mock dance
Listening to music
As I choose the songs
And we dance
Dancing into the Night
Into the early morning
Kissing before we part
Daggers drawn
Behind our backs
Waiting for someone
To make the first move.

Breasts

I look into your eyes
Smiling
I try to listen
What you have to say
Being
Respectful
Polite
But deep inside
I am a cave man
A vampire
A monkey howling
Scratching
A pornographic symphony
Building to a crescendo
Of infernal Lust
I have a hunger
That can never be
Diminished
I need your sex
Passion
I want to to feel
Your breasts
The curvy mounds
That beckon my eyes
I try to maintain
Composure
I picture you
Undressing
Slowly
As I kiss your neck
Undoing your bra
With my teeth
As your boobs fall free
And I rest
My head within
Your cleavage
Biting
Licking
Sucking
Your nipples
Feeling your breasts
On my mouth
Tongue
I am at home
At peace
Like a new born child
I look into your eyes
Smiling
But you can see
All this time
I have really
Been thinking
About your breasts
It is me
Who I am
I love
Breasts
Bosoms
Tits
Boobs
Sweater meat
I love it all
Any size
Any shape
Give me them all
Smother me
With breasts
My fantasy
I am going under
In an erotic
Lascivious dream
Thinking of your sweet
Breasts
Yet politely
Continuing our conversation
Maintaining the fantasy
Worshiping
Torturing
Touching
Seeing
Your breasts
Just out of my grasp
Barely out of reach
Ah the pain
The agony
Of not being able
To feel
Your sweet breasts
But in this fantasy
A trick of the mind
As you walk away
Your breasts jiggling
As you sway
That tight ass
Your breasts
Inspire me
I behold the beauty
And sigh
Laugh
Cry
And die a moment
As you are gone
Gone with those lovely breasts
The tragedy
Torment
Inspiration
The breasts
I wanted to hold
In my hands
Thinking
Dreaming
Tonight
Of your breasts.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

My True Love

My True Love






My love is real
True
It bites
Licks
Feels
It exists for only you
And all others.

My love bends
Breaks
Falls
Shakes
Cries
Dies
Is buried
Forgotten
And lives again
To walk the night.

My love stalks
Hungers
Treads
Blunders
Kisses
Lusts.

My love distrusts
Then believes
To the very end
Walking with you
Hand in hand
Even when all hope is gone
When everything is lost.

My love fades away
In the darkness
To return
A bump in the Night.

My love needs blood
To survive
It is immortal
Transcendent
Beautiful.

My love is a monster
Seeking pleasures of the flesh
The warmth of a kindred heart
As a buffer against the cold
To ward off Death.

My love is as old as time
It is eternal
Rhythm
Rhyme
Poetry
Art
Beauty.

My love is a vampire
And so am I
You may forsake my love
But I will never
Be destroyed
Ever
The stake in the heart stuff
Is a total lie
A fabrication.

I will not die
But rise again
From the coffin
Lined with soil
From my place of birth
Transylvania
Ready for the next
Crimson kiss.

I feed on
Bleeding hearts
Looking for True Love
Within the horror
That is life.

My love is damned
Despicable
Priceless
Irreplaceable
A terror
To behold
A fright to fathom.

My love whispers to you
In dreams
Nightmares
Making love to you
With my eyes.

My love deceives
Seethes
Captures your soul
And destroys it
Giving you eternal life.

Who has the courage
To walk with me
Through the Dark Forest
Of my love?
Who my darling?
Is it you?

My love is a bad B movie
Waiting to end
A roller coaster ride
Without a seatbelt
But I never
Gave up on Love
Never will.

I have never gone cold
Despondent
Even with the pain
The disillusionment
That comes with Love.

Fear my love
For it is the greatest
Power in the Universe
Conquering all evil
In its path.

Shudder before its wrath
Laugh if you must
But just wait
Until tonight my pretty
Then it is just you and I
In the Darkness
You
I
And my Love.

My love is Truth
The be all
And end all
The Holy Grail of life.

Love is the reason
We all live
And die
In the end
It is all about Love
Yours
And
Mine.

Love is divine
Darling
It created
Both of us
And
Never doubt
What we already
Know deep inside
Our hearts
Spirits
Minds.

Know this
My Darling
FEEL it
True Love
Is
Always
A
Vampire.

Destroyer Of Hearts

Destroyer Of Hearts




Oh, destroyer of hearts
Many have walked alone
Within your chest
Deceived and tattered
Battered by your selfishness
Arrogance
Delusions of grandeur
Imprisoned within
Your foolish heart
Broken forever
A victim of Love.

I can only judge from actions
Not words
Though words and appearances
Are beautiful
Enticing
Sensuous.

Foolish games
Tempt men
Who fall to ruin
With a smile
On their face
Licking your boot
That will never be me
If you want to be mine
You must know this
Feel it
Prove it to me
Humble yourself
Submit to me
Be my slave.

Feel my lips
Upon your skin of satin
Taste my grasp
As you lay
Helpless
Before me
My divine slut
My baby doll
My Muse
Come to me
Voluptuous witch
Untie your corset
And reveal to me
Your treasures
Your feminine darkness
Your inner goddess
Bowed down before me
Bring me the apple
And I will weigh the sin
Against the cost
Of forsaking salvation
Show me what the future brings
With just one soft kiss
One bite of your pale neck.

I am the shadow in your dreams
The demon who makes love
To you every night
You know what I want
And what I can give you
What you need
How you can feed me
If you are willing to embrace
Submission
And follow my lead
Walk my path
Obediently
Reverently
Respectfully
With Love in your heart.

I will lift your veil
To see if tenderness exists
If the little girl
You once were
Still lives in your breast
Running and playing
In the meadows
Of a fantasy
Waiting to be realized
Again.

I am not any man
Drop to your knees
Naked and alone
Without armor
Or sword
Say Hail Vlad Vampirelord
My new Master.

I am your Dark Lord
The Destroyer of Souls
I have lived for 1000 years
Died
And arisen again
All for Love
I am cursed
Damned
Waiting to be healed.

Do not fight what you feel
It is a fire burning
Building to a conflagration
Of Lust
Hunger
Trust my eternal words
My Dark Poetry
I am your Dark Lord
Your Destroyer
The captor of your soul
Walk with me
Through the Dark Forest
Of my Love.