Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Poem About Nothing

Poem About Nothing




I am writing now
About everything
And nothing
For nobody
To people who do not care
Are unaware of who I am
And do not exist
But in some fantasy
Universe
Far too distant
To touch
I am writing nothing
To nobody.

I speak of
The nothing you gave
My love
And the everything you took
Which of course
Leaves me with nothing
The emptiness
Void
Lack
Want
Abyss
I have to hold
In the end
On a cold winter's night
Like a ghost
A phantasm
Ethereal spirit
In my arms
That dissipates
In the Darkness
This nothing
I waited
To make love to
Every night in my dreams
The dark fantasy
The triple xxx porn star
Hollowness
I fucked
Not
With my throbbing cock
Waiting for nothing
Watching a video
Of you my darling
Knowing
I would have everything
My wildest desire
The pinnacle of my Lust
Seething
Breathing
Living for
The seductive nothing
The sweet
Savage lie
You whispered in my ear
Saying nothing
Being gone
Not here for me
My lovely slut nothing.

I am here
My love
I give you all of me
And nothing
At the same time
As you do me
My wildest fears
Nightmares
Don't matter
They have come true
Have been realized
And really
It is nothing
For
In the end
After giving
Blood
Sweat
Tears
My heart
And soul
My virtual nothing
For something beautiful
For someone magical
Mystical
Erotic
Voluptuous
That died
Though she never lived
In my life
Something that
Existed only
In my mind
Which
Was nothing
And everything to me
I have the absence
I left behind
Gnawing at my soul
A soul that does not exist
Anymore
Pining for
The absence
Of something
That was never there
Like the nothing
That I long for
Lighting a candle
To place in my window
Tonight
In memory
Of nothing
Hoping to resurrect
The dead
That never died
For it did not exist
Ever
It was nothing.

My darling
My sweetness
I am willing to wait for you
Though you are already gone
I stare into the distance
Watching the cold black sky
The snowy
Icy cold landscape
And see
Everything
You mean to me
All that is lost
Never to be found
All this I mourn for
This nothing
Gone forever
Something
That I never had
At all
And tears fall down
My cheeks
For the pain that rips
Me apart inside
The hurt
Bereavement
Disillsuionment
The death of a paradise
Somewhere in my heart
A mountain
I will never climb
All for you
My sweet lover
Missing
Gone
But it is nothing
Nothing
And like a poem
About nothing
It is forgotten
And discarded
Like our Love
That never was
It was
Nothing
Everything
But
Nothing
All
At the
Same
Time
A love
I will never forget
But
Cherish
In my heart
Until the day
I die
Even if it
Meant
Nothing
To
You
At
All.

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